The Dinner Party. We were there feasting on her life,
as in each plate’s sheen they
found some of theirs.
This feast, extends through the
gallery walls to dreams
sat at different tables – it is
Sappho 46 again,
Judy Chicago’s plate for her so
fine, who needs food?
It is Sappho 46, where by the
tint of each plate
we are known, and transformed
by a little light here,
a little dark there, as desire
leaps longing to know
the single woman behind the
scene. Untouchable. Vanishing.
At night, ‘The Woman of
Spheres’, one of the acrylic paintings
living in the dismantled
exhibition of hand me down
1940’s suitcases, wanted to know each Judy Chicago plate,
walking round, leaning in to a name she knew, each leaning out
to her beyond the artist’s impression of a female fleur-de-lille.
An exhibition revealing all life story there to see, breathing
the bleeding colours of ideas, those
untouchable, those felt.
7 times she circled,
reinventing tradition.
The old curator’s night lamp,
the stockroom stairwell
much too dark; the gallery – so
still, though still
lit enough for all the movement found in art -
so when she dreams of an empty white dinner dish
back in the comfort of her
lodgings, and a crumb,
the potential for corruption,
glimmering, and recognised
by Sappho’s plate, she would bless
the hours since you were gone.
Her exhibition had been
ransacked in the Blitz, crushed, replaced,
by The Sky’s Eye, and other
complex maps of town and country,
diagrams retrieved, explaining
everything: war trauma,
room for portraiture, three
standing on a bridge, train tracks
and curves; a bears cave,
abstract art’s blue eye north,
a place to rest; themes
connected by a red road,
a yellow brick road, all impressionistic
dabs,
1990’s acrylic leaping tactile
from the canvas
stacking story worlds, all
eventually replaced
by Installation art exhibitions
from the Tate Modern,
name tagged burps, a Turner
prize – an Oscar nomination,
and so instead, from the
suitcase, she chooses to remember
an open-air Huppa’s four
corners, an open-air prayer; a father,
a glass napkin-smashed under
foot, a celebration like no other,
a Black Christian blessing Rose
gave at the wedding, beautiful Grace,
roots curled around each other,
embraced, like Chicago’s plates –
nothing but space could
separate one from the other,
and by her plate, she; blessing
you 'as often
as the hours have been endless
while you were gone'
08
---------------------------------------------------Endless Hours
thank you, my dear
you came and you did
well to come: I needed
you. You have made
love blaze up in
my breast - bless you!
Bless you as often
as the hours have
been endless to me
while you were gone
Sappho
46
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